Day 34

I was in a pretty foul mood yesterday.... everybody was talking about the "royal" wedding.... seriously.......... Why are humans so happy to give their own value to someone else? It has been scientifically proven that we all contain the geometric blueprint of the universe, we are all walking universes, and here we want to give our own being to someone else to exploit and abuse. I mean, everybody is happy to be spending so much of their own money on the royal wedding without batting an eyelid, whilst so many people are unemployed or starving in their own country............seems like over the centuries nothing has changed with the human psyche, just technology............. We need to take a stand and claim back our sovereignty, so that we can end poverty and war, so that we can live a life we WANT to live, not HAVE to live because others demand it. Our new slogans should be........THIS IS ME, I AM FREE!

"On unnecessary pedestals............"

Day 33

What is it with human obsession that so often drives us? Here I am, dead tired, cause I wasn't going to go to bed until I did a decent and detailed pen and ink drawing. I often wonder why I do this to myself time and again. Like one day I decided to build a wood fired pizza oven...... never even laid a brick in my life before, but here I was, on a one week holiday and determined to build my own oven. Yes, I did it, four days later it was built - not the prettiest of all ovens, but it works perfectly. In fact, since then I have built five more ovens for other people and special masonry bake ovens for a small fishing village. Now, this had me thinking..... if human obsession is such a positive driving force, why do we always use it for war? And the worst thing is, some idiots decide they want to fight, so instead of getting their hands dirty, they use innocent people to fight for them............ and yet nobody seems to notice that. I sometimes feel as if I could grab every single human on this earth at the same time, shake them and say "Wake the f..... up!!! See how you are being controlled!" Obsession...........

"War....................."

Day 32

Well, not much to say today, my daughter wanted another faerie pic, so I did one for her. Kinda makes me think about the beauty of childhood innocence - how they still see the world with all its wonders and the beauty that it holds. Wouldn't it be fantastic if we all still perceived the world that way? Life would be a visual feast, full of wonders around every corner. Perhaps humanity has become too "grown up" for their own well being.......

"Just a thought.........."

Day 31

I have a great fascination and respect for the faerie worlds, very much part of mother nature, they live and breathe the essence which is our "world". Yet their world and evolution is much slower and different from ours, most of them despise humans, mostly because we do not respect the earth. Recently, more and more people are awakening their ability to see the "other" worlds, something that is and should be quite natural for all humans, though we have been taught from a young age not to believe in "these things". Kinda reminds me of ostriches, whenever humans don't understand something we just put our heads in the ground and ignore it as if it doesn't exist. No wonder they call us sleepwalkers.......


"Worlds we don't see......."

Day 30

So many ideas occupying my days, and so much going on, beginning to neglect what I started out to do ~ need to fix that soon. You know, what if we were taught the truth in school....... yes I know, truth + school = oil + water. Wouldn't it be wonderful if they incorporated new ideas in science, math, medicine etc into the curriculums of the universities and schools and gave he students the freedom to explore those ideas just like the research faculties do. Technology would develop ten times faster, and ten times better, for the benefit of all on earth and the earth itself. Why are we still using traditional and nuclear energy when Tesla energy is free, clean and secretly being used by the American military. People should stop just accepting things and start asking questions, this is our earth, our lives, our future.........

"What if............"

Day 29

It's kinda strange, whenever I sit down to draw something "real", I instantly feel like it's a chore, it goes slowly and I'm not really motivated to do it. On the other hand, if I just sit with a blank paper and start drawing, no planning, just draw whatever comes into my mind, it seems to flow effortlessly and is a lot of fun to do. It made me think - if we could do the same with our jobs, just do what feels natural and a good thing to do, wouldn't our jobs and lives be much better, more creative and happier? In fact, if we applied this to all areas of life, just doing day by day what felt natural and right, wouldn't life be an exciting and wonderful adventure? I think that's the way it was meant to be for us, and somehow we lost track of that.......

"An odd thing........."

Day 28

Drunvalo Melchizedek (http://www.drunvalo.net/index.html) wrote a book called The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life - Volume I and II. It's a wonderful book and talks about how all of creation is based on certain shapes and algorithms. Actually I have to smile, cause everything he wrote in his book years ago has now been proven mathematically by Nassim Haramein. Working with fractals lately, and especially 3D fractals, it's pretty amazing to see how math creates images. In many instances, images that mimic some simple forms of life on earth. Considering all creation, the Creator must be a pretty amazing mathematician!

It's a fractal world.......